Thanks For My Child !!

My Daughter, My Pride & Joy. You were brought in this world for a very special reason. The reason no one will ever understand. When you came into this world,you made my life so much better. Because you were sent from a very special man. I thank God each and everyday. For sending you here safe and not harmed. Because I would have been lost. If it wasn't for you, my beautiful daughter, my special charm. I hold you in my arms everyday, just thanking you for being here. You helped me straighten up my actl. And also helped me realize God will always be there. So thank you, my beautiful baby girl. Thank you oh so much for being in my world.

This Song is for my daughter !!

                   

What iam Feeling !!

I'm going through a hard time.
I throw things around.
Just to calm me down.

I thought one day everything was going to be okay.
But I'm still waiting for that day.

I'm getting judged everyday .

It's just not fair.
I try my hardest.
But no one thinks it's my hardest.
I just wanna give up.
But I can't as I need to show them up.

There is no point being angry at every one.
When you are just going to be outdone.
I start to cry.
And I know it's time for me to squeeze by.

It's time for me to get on with life.
But it feels like I have be stabbed with a knife.
I don't know how I can go on.
When I look up.
I see a shooting star and I wish.
But it always ends up in a swish.

I thought you said it was going to be easy.
But I guess you were wrong.
Listen to your heart.
And you might find the right part.
Why am I breaking apart?
All at the heart.

I don't wanna be torn.
Why can't I just be re -born.
So I can start from the start again.
And then I might lose some of the pain.
Then I might have a better chance.
And I will have a better stance.

I had a dream.
But then I realized that it was to upstream.
I got out of touch with the ones who gave me my wings to fly.
And I began to cry.

I forgot so easy about what really matters.
Now everything is a bit of a splatter.
I feel like I'm upside down.
And I just frown.

I hope I'm dreaming cause I don't like this feeling.
Cause it's very unappealing.
I don't know how to get out of this.
I wish it just wouldn't exist.

Everything I do, is making me more confused
And now I feel like I'm just getting used.
I finally get happy.
And then something comes on my mind and I'm unhappy.

Life Is hard and always will be.
but I guess I just have to harden up.

Looks for Valentines Day !!

Things you will need for Eyes: MAC Soft Ochre Paint Pot (neutral beige base), (opalescent white-pink), MAC Pink Opal PigmentMAC Seedy Pearl Eyeshadow (pinky-white), MAC Stars ‘n Rockets Eyeshadow (fuchsia-purple), MAC Fig. 1 Eyeshadow (eggplant), MAC Passionate Eyeshadow (medium-deep pink), MAC Penultimate Eyeliner (black), Urban Decay Lust 24/7 Liner (purple), Chanel Exceptionnel Mascara (black)

Start by applying Soft Ochre paint pot as your eyeshadow base all over the lid with the 249. Put one or two drops of water-based mixing medium (or water) on your 239, and then apply Pink Opal pigment on the lid, going just above the crease. Using the 239, apply Seedy Pearl eyeshadow on the lower lid. Next, apply Stars ‘n Rockets eyeshadow on the outer third of the eyelid and lightly blend with crease. Darken the outer third of the lid with Passionate eyeshadow with the 239, gently brushing it into the lower crease. Next, define the crease by applying Fig. 1 eyeshadow with the 226. Lightly tap and brush Seedy Pearl eyeshadow directly above the crease to soften. To finish the eyeshadow look, sweep Seedy Pearl eyeshadow as a highlighter on the brow bone. Bring everything together by applying Lust Liner on the lower lash line and Penultimate eyeliner on the upper lash line, and then sweeping lashes with Exceptionnel mascara.

Things you will need for Lips: MAC Show Orchid Lipstick (PRO) (fuchsia-purple), MAC Luminary Lustreglass (opalescent) / MAC Saint Germain Lipstick (cool-toned pink-purple), MAC Luminary Lustreglass (opalescent)

For lips, apply Show Orchid lipstick first, and then layer Luminary lustreglass for a bolder lip look. For a paler lip look, try Saint Germain lipstick as a base, and then top with Luminary lustreglass.

Valentine’s Day LOOK !

Eyes:

 NARS Smudgeproof Eyeshadow Base (neutral eyeshadow base), MAC Defiance Eyeshadow (pale frosted pink), MAC Paradise Island Eyeshadow (petal pink), MAC Star Studded Eyeshadow (plummed pink), MAC Real Drama Eyeshadow (burgundy brown), Burberry Trench Eyeshadow, Urban Decay Perversion 24/7 Liner (black), MAC Victorious Opulash Mascara (purple)

Start by applying Smudgeproof as your eyeshadow base all over the eye area with the 249. Using the 239, apply Paradise Island eyeshadow on the inner half of the lower lid. Lightly blend Star Studded eyeshadow onto the outer third of the lid and crease with the 222. Apply Defiance eyeshadow on the inner tear duct and crease with the 239. Blend Trench eyeshadow with the crease shade and highlight the brow bone. Bring everything together by applying Perversion on the lower lash line. Finish by sweeping lashes with Victorious Opulash mascara.

For lips, apply Spitfire lipstick first, then layer Wonder Woman lipglass for a complementing lip

A Warrior's Heart (Movies)

In shock and denial over his Marine father's death in battle, star Lacrosse player Conor Sullivan, always a maverick and a hothead, starts acting out in self-destructive ways that have his mom, Claire, at her wit's end. But arduous training in a wilderness Lacrosse camp under the tutelage of his dad's old combat buddy, Sgt. Major Duke Wayne, opens Conor's eyes to the true meaning of maturity, sportsmanship and manhood...

 THOUGHTS

Kellan Lutz's ab-tastic body is about the only thing shown to its best advantage in "A Warrior's Heart," a ho-hum drama whose many moving parts feel decidedly recycled.

Lutz plays Conor Sullivan, a cocky, inexplicably hotheaded California high school lacrosse star, who must move east when his career-soldier father again uproots the family. But Conor's bullish ways on  and off  his tony new school's lacrosse field intensify when his dad's redeployment to Iraq has tragic consequences.

When his father dies while serving in Iraq, Conor comes undone, brawling, alienating his teammates and distressing his mother. Worst of all, Conor is imperiling his burgeoning romance with the coach’s daughter, Brooklyn ,

It falls to Conor’s father’s military buddy Duke Wayne, to intervene. He takes Conor to a kind of Outward Bound wilderness camp, where he reveals the tribal origins of lacrosse and teaches him the Iroquois belief in a creation divinity.

Pink Candy Look !

Hey beauties, Valentine’s day is right around the corner. Many people will be looking for the latest fragrance to wear or that perfect outfit to wear out with their love ones. Most makeupnistas out there will be on the hunt for a hot look to accessorize with their fabulous outfits chosen. Well, for you all I decided to start a series of Valentine’s day inspired looks from dramatic to to soft and sweet. To kick off the series is a fun bright hot pink look for those of you that love bright eyes.

Products Used:

Smashbox photo finish lid primer
NYX Jumbo shadow pencil: Milk

Coastal Scents 42 Color Double Stack Shimmer Shadow & Blushand Coastal Scents  88 Color Makeup Palette

All Pinks and Matte pinks used
MAC Fluidline: Blacktrack

Valentine's Day Makeup Look

Eyes:

Too Faced Shadow Insurance

Make Up Atelier Rose Bleute Eyeshadow(T092) all over the lid

Artdeco Eyeshadow No.569 in crease, it's a dark aubergine colour

Artdeco Eyeshadow No.95 applied above the dark colour

Make Up Atelier White Orange Eyeshadow(061) on the brow bone

A touch of black eyeshadow in the outer corner of the eye

Black eyeliner on the upper and lower lash lines extending them out to create those wings

White Eyeliner on the waterline

L'Oreal Volumissime x 5 Carbon Black

Lips:A rosy beige lipliner
Sephora Lipstick No.579

Eyeshadows and blush that I used

Holiday Lights Nail Art

Holiday Lights Nail Art – Lights are everywhere during the holiday season and they can be on your nail too with just few simple steps. Choose a base color, anything that you want will do. The get a striper brush to make horizontal lines across the nail from one side to the other with a black nail polish, this should look like a string. For the light bulbs, you will need different colors that you want and make dots on the lines.

I Support Jonah Mowry !

just recently i was on youtube and i came across a very touching and heart breaking video..

Please Watch this, it’s very touching. Bullying has to come to and end, seriously. It’s affected (still affecting) so many lives, in extreme cases to the point where teenagers put an end to their own misery by committing suicide. 

 its a about a boy named jonah mowry who was 13yrs old at the time of the video and he is 14yrs now, anyway he talks about how he got bullied an tryed to commit suicide , this is his story plz watch and support jonah mowry,

plz watch Give your undivided attention to this brave human boy & let it affect you...


(from me to you jonah)>TO Jonah, we don't know each other, but I want you to know I will pray that God gives you the strength you need to make it through every day. You seem to be so strong already, and I give you props for not giving up on life.
this world is full of insensitive and hateful people, keep ur closest friends for as long as possible, just remember everything happens for a reason and u WILL become very strong as the years go on, you have all of my support!!! <3

Hot Smokey Greens !

EyesToo Faced Shadow Insurance
UD  24/7 Liner in Electric (CRAP i forgot to include it in the picture!)
Obsessive Compulsive Cosmetics: Nori & Wasabi
Urban Decay Naked Palette: Naked, Hustle, Creep, Virgin
NYX Milk Jumbo Eye Pencil
Naked Pigments Ivory Stack: Green Duochrome
Stila waterproof Eyeliner
MUD Mascara
NYX Lashes #129

LipsToo Faced Glamour Gloss: Pillow Talk, Strip Tease

Sunset look !!

EyesToo Faced Shadow Insurance
OCC Twirl
OCC Authentic
OCC Red Iron Oxide
MAC Burnt Burgundy Pigment
MAC Soft Brown Eyeshadow
MAC Blanc Type Eyeshadow
Tokidoki Al Dente Eyeliner
NYX Milk Jumbo Eyeshadow Pencil
Naked Pigment Ivory Stack
Stila Stingray Smudgestick
Too Faced Lashgasm Mascara

Candy Cane Eyes

EyesToo Faced Shadow Insurance
Tokidoki Bianca Glitter Liner
Illamasqua Titivate Lip Liner
Inglot #495 (Glitter red)
Inglot #496(Glitter white)
Inglot #74 (glitter raspberry)
Inglot #65 (glitter black)
Eye Kandy Liquid Sugar Glitter Adhesive
MAC Pro Red Glitter
MAC Pro Reflects Gold Glitter
Kat Von D Liquid Liner
Stila black SmudgeStick
Makeup Forever Smokeylash Mascara
Creme Lashes

OmG Hello Kitty Dream House

Hello Kitty Castle — Uni Resort Mawudu, Hsinchu, Taiwan. Hello Kitty theme is all around it. Sanrio fans would definitely like it. Even though its design is a bit overwhelming for a full-size home it’s ok when the home is for vacations only. Seems this one is built exactly for that purpose. Rent this house, take your kids and go for the best vacations ever ! 

If  Hello Kitty had a baby with Barbie’s dream house, it would look like the Hello Kitty Castle. The exterior of the bubblegum-pink two-story house is decorated with images of Kitty’s face, bows, and roses, and its windows are adorned with window boxes filled with red flowers.It’s much the same inside: all the rooms are pink, with embellishments like plush magenta bows on the couches, carvings of Hello Kitty fitted onto cupboards, and a rug in the shape of a rose bloom..