Thanks For My Child !!

My Daughter, My Pride & Joy. You were brought in this world for a very special reason. The reason no one will ever understand. When you came into this world,you made my life so much better. Because you were sent from a very special man. I thank God each and everyday. For sending you here safe and not harmed. Because I would have been lost. If it wasn't for you, my beautiful daughter, my special charm. I hold you in my arms everyday, just thanking you for being here. You helped me straighten up my actl. And also helped me realize God will always be there. So thank you, my beautiful baby girl. Thank you oh so much for being in my world.

This Song is for my daughter !!

                   

What iam Feeling !!

I'm going through a hard time.
I throw things around.
Just to calm me down.

I thought one day everything was going to be okay.
But I'm still waiting for that day.

I'm getting judged everyday .

It's just not fair.
I try my hardest.
But no one thinks it's my hardest.
I just wanna give up.
But I can't as I need to show them up.

There is no point being angry at every one.
When you are just going to be outdone.
I start to cry.
And I know it's time for me to squeeze by.

It's time for me to get on with life.
But it feels like I have be stabbed with a knife.
I don't know how I can go on.
When I look up.
I see a shooting star and I wish.
But it always ends up in a swish.

I thought you said it was going to be easy.
But I guess you were wrong.
Listen to your heart.
And you might find the right part.
Why am I breaking apart?
All at the heart.

I don't wanna be torn.
Why can't I just be re -born.
So I can start from the start again.
And then I might lose some of the pain.
Then I might have a better chance.
And I will have a better stance.

I had a dream.
But then I realized that it was to upstream.
I got out of touch with the ones who gave me my wings to fly.
And I began to cry.

I forgot so easy about what really matters.
Now everything is a bit of a splatter.
I feel like I'm upside down.
And I just frown.

I hope I'm dreaming cause I don't like this feeling.
Cause it's very unappealing.
I don't know how to get out of this.
I wish it just wouldn't exist.

Everything I do, is making me more confused
And now I feel like I'm just getting used.
I finally get happy.
And then something comes on my mind and I'm unhappy.

Life Is hard and always will be.
but I guess I just have to harden up.